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April 07 HYPOCRISY!!!!This may soumd stupid to some of you but, think about it for bit ...ok ???
Everyone talks about street drugs.... What about perscription drugs??? Perscription drugs are just as dangerous as street drugs. Doctor's give them out too freely and before you know it, your addicted.
There are 3 main type if perscription drugs that are extremely addictive.
1. You have your opioids which is perscribed for pain...like codine and demerol.
2. ( CNS) which is ( central nervious system ) . They are depressant to treat anxity such as larazapam, valum .
3. You have your stimlants, these are perscribed for sleep disorders, sleeping pills.
They are so hard on people who use street drugs as their drug og choice. What about perscription drugs that are just as addictive and can result in death, just as street drugs.
I CALL THAT HYPOCRISY !!!
ADDICTION EFFECTS A PERSON EMOTIONALLY,PHYSICALY AND MENTALLY NO MATTER WHAT DRUG IT IS !!!
SOME PEOPLE FEEL LIKE THEIR LIFE WAS DESTINED FOR FALURE , POVERTY AND TOTAL DEPRESSION.
It's like a crazy circle going rounf and round. It's like the drugs control them. You try to recover but it'd hard sometimes and seems impossible...Those damn demons keep coming back...there is hope tho!!
In one of my many many opinion, unless a person can find PEACE OF MIND, SELF WORTH, HAPPINESS AND SELF ESTEEM, YOU WILL NEVER GET BETTER...YOU HAVE TO WANT IT.
The first stop is admitting your problem. then if you get the right help, you can do it
All drugs have a dvastating effects on your family and friends.
IT JUST PISSES ME OFF THAT DOCTOR'S CAN GET AWAY WITH MAKING ADDICT'S AND THE GOVERNMENT DON'T DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT!!!
JUST ANOTHER THOUGHT
 April 01 FearWhat is it you can't see?
My heart aches with pain most of you don't know me but, most of you hate me. I try and stand up for myself each time, I'm out numbered. I see you coming In total fear,I try and run but you catch me you push me,you kick me even pull my hair. I feel like screaming but, no one listens. The deeper I fall inside myself I start to lost faith why are you still in my mind? I hide behind a smile but, inside I have so much fear. Sorry to wake you mommy,I'm just so scared. Why doesn't anyone care? I wrote this for my daughter Jessica awhile back after watching her get bullyed for years
 . Bullying is a HUGE problem now days and Not many people do much about it .... a message from a mother of a bullyed child.....EVERYONE NEEDS TO START HELPING..LETS PUT AN END TO BULLYING. I HAVE SEEN THE EFFECTS OF WHAT IT CAN DO TO A CHILD!!!!TALK TO YOUR KIDS, SISTER, BROTHER, FRIENDS!!!! HELP THE CHILDREN AND END THE BULLYING!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!
Ultered State Of MindDon't look at me like that,
don't flatter me, you might smash me. I want you, you're not the one I want I like you better like this way. There is not enough of me to share. I need as much of me as I can get. I want to save the world and learn the universe. Don't smile like you do, don't impress me with your intelect. It makes me ready, and I'm not You made them old and cause cancer. You put me down and then want me again. For awhile, you can't continue LETS JUST REST. By Jennifer.E Thinking 2Have you ever felt that somethimes in life you can't do it on your own? I have and I've always felt as if I'm in the same place no matter where I go.
I'm just trying to live my life and find my destination, that is what I mean when I say " I'm looking for myself. I must say, it's a very hard task. People say that Life gets you down but, I do not believe that. It's yourself that gets you down. I know I do it to myself all the time and I am trying to learn how to Not do it. If you think everything is too much, then it is and you need to search for a way to resolve these matters. I guess that is what I try and do with my writing. I don't always feel this way, so as you read on in time, you will read about things that are more happy and informal, just for now, these are my jumbled feelings. Told ya it was agony...LOL
Loving someone should be a gift right? Then why is it so damn hard. Do you ever forget about your first true love? That is something I feel the need to know or can you move on and love 2 people. I have moved on but, have so much guilt for the love I feel for the first love.Don't get me wrong,I love the guy I am with now. It just seems that I will never love him as deeply as I did my first love. Even when I see him to this day, the feelings are still there. To me, it feels like i am mentally cheatingbut yet I'm not ...is that wrong? LOL .. I do not know.I was forced into a choice to move on, that may be why....Help?? ThinkingThe tears roll down my face as I look in the mirror and see a lonely, hurt, sad girl. Happiness banished for now. I'm stuck in the ruins of this broken place.I'm swollowed by my own chaos. The sreams in my head are echoing and when ignored, it can make life seem empty. Pain and sadness seem to live in my blood. Laughter seems wrong these days. Even my days are too long. Everything seems hopeless without resolve, no matter how I try and change it,I run into brick walls. Life ahead is a blur but I will try and get through it. I just need to get away from the demons that seem to hold me down and what ever holds me from myself I can't satisfy everyone anymore. Everyone says "Happy is strong, she is fine,she will find her way through this " Thing is , everyone is ignoring the signs. Guess that's life, peopleonly see what they want to see and nothing more. March 12 Talking about my thoughts My life is full of people saying to me aren't you that girl that licked the chalk board" ( per say).Now you get to read the other stuff AND SHARE MY AGONY
 ...LOL !!! Everyone is always saying " THIS WORLD IS ABOUT STRUCTURE AND SANITY !!! NOTHING BUT BULLSH!T If that was the case then why is it that people are killing people in this sh!tty world. Our worls is falling apart ... Not everyone recycles.. I can say that I don't do it all the time so that would make me an a$$hole like the rest of you....right??I have alot of passion.....people fear that ! Well you shouldn't. Your building the walls that others try to climb but, ignorance my friend, makes you fuck up . We are all ignorant for not understanding.
IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE...TELL THEM. DON'T BE AFRAID TO EXPRESS YOURSELF...ALWAYS MEAN WHAT YOU SAY, AND SAY WHAT YOU MEAN....STAY CLOSE TO YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS , FOR THEY HELP MAKE WHO YOU ARE !!!
My goal is not to make you understand " why" or How " it's trying to find myself, and understand how I fit in to this gowd forsaken place.
Find myself
realize it
understand it
apply it
live it
accept it
learn it
AND HANG ON!!!!
This isn't as easy as you may think...it's really hard when you think about it. IS THERE A SINGLE PERSON ON THIS PLANET WHO ACCEPTS WHO THE ARE ?????
I wonder .... WHAT DO YOU THINK .... it's a hard one eh???? lol
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