The tears roll down my face as I look in the mirror and see a lonely, hurt, sad girl. Happiness banished for now. I'm stuck in the ruins of this broken place.I'm swollowed by my own chaos. The sreams in my head are echoing and when ignored, it can make life seem empty. Pain and sadness seem to live in my blood. Laughter seems wrong these days. Even my days are too long. Everything seems hopeless without resolve, no matter how I try and change it,I run into brick walls.
Life ahead is a blur but I will try and get through it. I just need to get away from the demons that seem to hold me down and what ever holds me from myself
I can't satisfy everyone anymore. Everyone says "Happy is strong, she is fine,she will find her way through this " Thing is , everyone is ignoring the signs. Guess that's life, peopleonly see what they want to see and nothing more.