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April 01 Thinking 2Have you ever felt that somethimes in life you can't do it on your own? I have and I've always felt as if I'm in the same place no matter where I go.
I'm just trying to live my life and find my destination, that is what I mean when I say " I'm looking for myself. I must say, it's a very hard task. People say that Life gets you down but, I do not believe that. It's yourself that gets you down. I know I do it to myself all the time and I am trying to learn how to Not do it. If you think everything is too much, then it is and you need to search for a way to resolve these matters. I guess that is what I try and do with my writing. I don't always feel this way, so as you read on in time, you will read about things that are more happy and informal, just for now, these are my jumbled feelings. Told ya it was agony...LOL
Loving someone should be a gift right? Then why is it so damn hard. Do you ever forget about your first true love? That is something I feel the need to know or can you move on and love 2 people. I have moved on but, have so much guilt for the love I feel for the first love.Don't get me wrong,I love the guy I am with now. It just seems that I will never love him as deeply as I did my first love. Even when I see him to this day, the feelings are still there. To me, it feels like i am mentally cheatingbut yet I'm not ...is that wrong? LOL .. I do not know.I was forced into a choice to move on, that may be why....Help?? TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://happygirl994.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!ABDD3E592C25BD51!145.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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